alohafrancis:
ronieldasquirrel408:
This is what I’m really scared of when I join the military (infantry) because what if im gone and the people have to tell my love ones that I’m gone…
Just keep you’re head up if you had gone through this…
to those of you who have gone through this then you know what its like
for those of you who haven’t let me try to explain it…
i know its really hard to lose a love one..even when they’re right next to you
but when you lose someone so far away, fighting to keep you safe..
IT HURTS SO MUCH. I lost my cousin and this is exactly what happenend
its been 5 months since he’s been gone and i still cry
he was my superman…
the moment they come to your door, you know what they’re here to say
it pretty much kills you inside and feel like you’re dropping in to a hole
and there is no way out.
as strong as i’m trying to be..i have to admit that i’m still falling back in the dark.
i miss him like crazy.