Today isn’t my day. i’m going to race.
A group is not necessary when you already have family, especially when that is where all of the arguing and gossiping is being posted. I love each and every one of you, but I’m done with this whole group thing. Don’t worry, i’ll still be down to webcam and yadda.
I honestly can’t even believe you right now. I’m done, nigga.
Sometimes, more like everytime, I’d want you by my side. It sucks that all we can do is text and talk on the phone. Don’t get me wrong, i enjoy every minute of it. But i’d rather see your cute smile to go along with your lame, yet cute jokes. I’d rather be able to make fun of you in person, than through the phone. And after making fun of you, i’d reassure you that you’re amazing and give you that long, tight, two-handed hug that you’ve been waiting for. God-willing, one day he’ll answer my prayer and bring us together. I can’t wait, my nigga.
Something feels really weird today. It’s okay if you don’t want to talk, just tell me. Now i feel really off now haha.
Despite all of the troubles that we go through on a daily basis, giving up should never cross our minds. God has guided us throughout every step of our lives. God has never failed to provide, protect, and guide His children. Even without telling Him, He understands all of our sacrifices and all of our troubles. All of these sacrifices and troubles will be rewarded. We just need to stay strong and never give up. It’s just a matter of entrusting your life unto Him, that’s all it is.
giving up is the last thing you want to do. This is life, and life will never be perfect. That person you trusted everything with, will be the one starting rumors about you. That person who promised to always be there for you, will never be there when you need them the most. That person you loved with all of your heart, will be found in some other person’s arms, smiling, and having the time of their life. But despite all of the negative things in our lives, one thing is for sure; God will never leave you.
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]Title: Grown - Gepetto ( lyrics in description )
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“Oh, how we changed.”
I miss my childhood.
Do you remember when we were little kids? Where the hardest decision was what color crayon to pick from? We did not have to worry and think to ourselves, “Does he/she like me?” We did not have to worry about our appearance because everyone thought we were cute. And when night time came around, we’d actually get some sleep instead of over-thinking? Yeah, i miss all of that.
When i woke up, my first thought was: “I want to visit grandpa.” It’s been so long since i’ve seen him. Today marks the 7 year anniversary when we said our final good-byes. I still remember how strong he was. He worked hard and did all he could to provide for his children and grand-children. The doctor said he wouldn’t last a week, but with God’s help and guidance, he lasted a month. I love and miss you grandpa /:
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